Posts Tagged ‘decisions’

Posted on September 2, 2009 - by Dee

The Fork in the Road: Yep, I’m here again!

Girlfriend, it is sooo not easy approaching a fork in a road; and let me tell you, I am the “queen” of that situation. Oh how I wish I could zoom ahead 5 years into the future to see what I decided to do with the rest of my life and how well it actually panned out.

Believe me, the desire to succeed is there, the ambition has always been there; but the execution has been totally lacking. I am a person with no contacts and no hook-ups to speak of, but I still believe that I can become a great success. Not to be a “downer”, but it is what it is.

Is it the hard and softball situations that keep hitting me in the face that get me, or is it because I am a huge procrastinator? Maybe what I want to do, is not what I am supposed to do. Whatever it may be, at some point I have to, as we all have to, get the hell over it and just do the damned thing. But how do you know when it is time to change courses and figure something else out? Huh?

The fork in the road is daunting as hell, and sometimes, I think it laughs at me a little because it knows that I probably won’t pick the right path. To that I say…screw you!!! It’s either go hard or go home!!!

So, here goes…I’ll continue to post my progress.

I just hope that I’ll have something good to report.

Until next time…Peace!